So if you've browsed around on my site enough you'll know that I love THC. Helps me think, helps make my mind feel more calm and like I've got a grip on things in a way. Well a few days ago I had like this epiphany after taking some really potent shit, THC-P. Now lemme warn ya'll that do THC as well: be weary taking THC-P. The high is slow to start but when it hits it fucking hits, though the aftermath of it will leave you absolutely wasted for the entire day afterward. It's rough.
It's because of this though that I had epiphanies on how I want to proceed in my life and how I want to do things. One such thing involved redesigning my website once again to something that more accurately feels like me.Strange looking? Oh yeah. But I love it.
... If I must confess, it's been hard for bugholder's epiphany for a few days by now. A lot on my mind and desperately clawing at whatever I can to get something figured out and understood, feeling rather gormless about my projects and shit. But that night, I was struck with inspiration and now I know what I wanna do.
Work will continue with my writings and worldbuilding and everything as before. But there's new things to be done. Practice. I'm gonna be learning more and more on how to animate and do things in blender, with one goal being to replicate the Megaman Legends art style. I wanna make more music, I've been debating on my musical work and you all will see the fruits of that sooner or later I'm sure~
I'll keep on going, we all have to keep on going after all, and I'll make sure to bring the best fucking things I can make into this world.
On a side note, I'm beginning my rewatch of Twin Peaks & I'm getting heavily into Chainsaw Man. So that's great. I think a goal for me is to animate Denji fighting V1 from Ultrakill. If I can do that, I will be very happy.